The Blind Cynic.

I was thinking about the abusrd situations people set themselves up for its almost as if they’re oblivious to reality blinded by idealistic views of what exists that they willfully ignore anything thats wrong. If you ask for trouble you’ll get it, so why is it people choose to be set in these situations only to find themselves disliking the effects of being is said occurances? Possibly desperation for some sort of contact when you’ve been deprived you’d accept antything as long as it can bring something to you, but then again shouldn’t knowing the depths of lonliness make you wiser in this aspect? It’s a blindness that is almost inexplicable for it blinds you of the worst but also affects your view of that which is good leaving you with a bitter cynical tatse in your mouth hindering you from allowing those or that which does do you good to get closer. So then it seems like we’ve stumbled upon a vicious cycle in which one craves the cure for solitude but instead causes it to spread within them leaving a cynic who blindly stabs at their reality hoping it won’t fade.