Sea

Sometimes time doesn’t heal, no not all, but it seems to stand still to watch us fall. Yet it’s times like these that I look into the sea, that sea of serenity which chance has provided to me, and I stare at the wonderous vastness of its sincerity. It’s waves crash unto me leaving the mark of a simple touch, a kiss, a scar. But immediately I forgive, for it’s look leaves me powerless to change my mind. “No no no”, I say don’t take your tide away when I’ve only begun to play; don’t leave me so thristy when I can see so much to drink out there not being able to spare even a small drop here or there. As the day seems to pass by the night takes me by surprise and I can’t seem to close my tired eyes; but it’s not because you burden me oh my lovely sea it’s because I wish I could give you my life and so that I could breathe your essence into every cavity and maybe my breathe would become the foam, my body yours to control. I wish had eyes in the back of my head so that everytime that I got up and left you there I would have seen what I was leaving behind, nothing less than my very own life. Please forgive my brevity at times, my insincerity, my lack of devotion; but worry not i’ve set things into motion and it’s been a while since i’ve doubted your beauty and peace that you bring to my life. And for all my regret I have you to offset that which I cannot forget, the silence consumes even the best of men but your soothing sounds always keep me sound and my hope is only that i’ve done enough to preserve that which I love, that I may never fail you again, and that maybe you’ll stay with me till the end.

Counterbalance

I love you more than anything in the whole world Nikki. <33

Haha just countering the other blog which was categorized under blog not feelings just blog if you’ll notice dear missy. The thoughts part was at the top where I was was expressing the questions I had been asking myself lately. Hmph fatty meanie butt.

Who will save you?

Hum hum hum…I always wondered what would happen if a person touched every single subject that they seemed to take interest in, like if they expressed they’re opinion on it and they had nothing to talk about anymore. What would they do? I don’t know just soemthing that popped into my head. @_@?

 Ohh yeah, my desktop rocks…lol. Haha I realize for most this is meaningless but if your a desktop customization freak such as I you’ll understand.