I found a song that I really connected with, here is a post that complements it. [Coldplay - Swallowed by the Sea]
I suppose I can only blame myself and you can only blame me, all the while you’ve made me realize that sometimes I forget to breathe and that I need to swim ashore away from this sunken vessel in this sea. I suppose that I kept you far too long without recognizing my disease, all the while you’ve cut me down to size and i’ve come to realize that I should have never dared to stray so far from what brought me to be. I’ve traveled far from your love and it all still brought me back to this singularity. To forget and not forgive living with nothing left to give is no life that I want to lead. But at times it seems that my monstrosity is best left left swallowed in the sea, the image that reflects off of you begets self-hatred in even the hardest part of me. This road, one-thousand miles long, is the road that I lead, I’d ask for your company but I realize that you still hold on to the faults that used to be, and I fear this might cripple me permanantly. So where do I belong, could you finally tell me without placing fees on your certainty?
